i don't know how to say ... i'm not gonna tell anybody what wrong with me and what happen with me...i can't tell  what's my problem to anybody else....and im lost my baby again cuz last night im drunk too much...umm....well just get a mad from brandon.. tell me im useless mom,stupid,bitch and slut like my youngest sister said to me....and he's never know my feelings.. i do a lot of sins...what's he know my feelings?! no..he's never know..he dont care about me again..he's hate me now!.. i can't do anything.... but it's okay i never hate him..my fault...